hahaha i sure am dumb. everything i write is just slight variations of the same things that i never address directly. such is life, though, i guess. if you pay attention to the lyrics of just about every song ever written they're all more or less the same too. we're all parts of this existence struggling to understand itself...the existence, that is, or ourselves rather than itself. my point, though, is that i pretty much only write anything when i'm frustrated by some kind of monumental lack of understanding of some matter that i'd rather not make sense of to begin with...or something like that. i don't know what i'm trying to say. i think that was my point.